I haven't been a good blogger, lately. Actually, I've been far too busy to be a good-anything, lately. I think they call it being spread too thin. Yep, I've gone and spread myself too thin but I guess it's like a rite of passage for college seniors. Speaking of college, I graduate in three weeks! I've been so busy I sometimes forget that this is it -- I'm finally going to be done with this drawn out chapter of my life. It's neat, and exciting, but really scary too.

When I tell people I'm graduating college soon they ask me what I'm going to do next and my response is always "That's a good question..." and then I don't say anything else -- partly because I don't have an answer but also because I love to see the looks they give. People really want to hear that you have a plan, well, not just any plan but a financially sound plan and since I don't have either I just don't say anything at all.

To be honest I struggle with it too. Somedays I approach critical meltdown at the thought of not having a definite plan, of not having a job, of not having money, of not having a home, or food and starving to death because I did not HAVE A PLAN. But then there are days like today, that I embrace not knowing what is next. It kind of has the slight air of faith about it. Today, I think my future looks bright, so bright I can't even see what's next!