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a very long post from Mexico

As it turns out, internet access in rural Mexico is almost non-existent. There is, however, one computer with internet access in a teeny tiny library in the “big” town of Rayones, Nuevo Leon, where we are currently staying. Unfortunately, the hours of operation haven’t allowed us to really access the internet but today is probably the last chance I’ll have so here is my very long blog post from Mexico...

Currently, we are staying in “big town” Rayones but on Monday we are heading up to the mountain villages where there are no phones or computers and virtually no running water or electricity either. As excited as I am to get to the meat of what we’re doing here I’m a little nervous to be so far from the outside world. Even though we haven’t had much time to use the phone or the internet here in Rayones it has been comforting to know it is there.

Since we’ve been here most of our time has been spent on orientation, training, and setting up. Our main focus has been on tourism because the nonprofit we’re working under has been asked by the Governor of Nuevo Leon to give a report on issues and suggestions regarding tourism. Basically, the Governor has decided they ARE going to start advertising and pushing tourism so Fifth Sun has gotten involved to help identify potential issues and suggest possible solutions. Our job has been to go out to potential tourist sites and report back on problems we see both from an American tourist perspective and from an anthropological perspective.

I personally wish tourism wouldn’t come here because I fear tourists may cause more culture change and damage than the revenue could ever make up for. Most of the students believe the same but Fifth Sun justifies our involvement by saying that applied anthropology is not going to stop tourism from happening but we can mitigate change.
Since being here I have learned so much and am beginning to understand how anthropology can (and can’t) save the world.

Since we can’t save the world in three weeks I think I may return home, with a group that is leaving a week early, and come back for the second session at the end of summer. I truly enjoy being in the field and I think I may have found my calling, its just unfortunate that my calling doesn’t pay in dollars, or pesos, or money of any kind. Fifth Sun hopes to be able to pay project leaders in the future so my hope is to stay involved in whatever way I can and maybe one day they’ll be able to hire me.

My main focus here is the literacy project and since the organization hadn’t previously done any work with literacy I’m starting with nothing, which is wonderfully frightening. So far I’ve discovered some major barriers to teaching literacy, for example: locals believe that “school” and “classes” are for children only so we have to find a way to teach literacy to adults without asking them to attend a “class”. I have some ideas but we have a ton of research and surveying to do before anything actually happens, which means nothing is going to get off the ground during this session.

By this point many of you have stopped reading because I’m breaking Dan’s number one rule of blogging: Don’t make long posts. Sorry Dan-o but I’ve only got one chance to get all this out there. And there’s more…

I’ve only been able to talk to my wonderful husband a couple of times in the last week and it hurts. I miss him terribly and every night before I go to bed I think about just quitting the project and running home to his embrace. Then I fall asleep and wake up to morning meetings and get all excited about anthropologizing again. It’s hard to be passionate about things that pull me in different directions but I am extremely fortunate to have such a loving and supportive husband. He has worked so hard in order for me to be able to come here and even though he never wanted me to leave he encouraged me to explore this opportunity and I can’t thank him enough for it. I know that he is in Denver stressing about a million things, including his potential jobs in California. I wish I could be in two places at once but Dominic will just have to accept that I am there in spirit.

Dominic, you are an amazing person and incredible husband. Thank you for supporting my trip to Mexico and encouraging me all the way. I know that you are stressed and could really use my help at home but you’re going to be okay without me and you’re going to get the job you deserve. Don’t lose hope. My thoughts are with you and soon I will be too. I love you more than cheese. And even more than anthropology. I’ll be home soon.


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Comments (2)

Dan:

Yeahh mexico post.

You love him more than cheese that is saying a lot. Wow, Nicole I never knew how serious you guys were, but more than cheese... hehe

Glad you are having a good time, and learning new things, and teaching others. I am sure you are getting a bunch of great pictures. We can all sit around and do a little slide show some night and you can tell us about what you are doing.

Hopefully you will get a chance to go back, good luck with everything.

jess:

Nicole! I'm so glad to hear from you while you are gone. It's an amazing thing you are doing and I'm glad you are absorbing as much as possible. Love to hear all about it when you are back. xoxo

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